i was new to the school
new to the suburbs
and i landed in this catholic school
where i couldn’t take my eyes
off of tara roddick.
tara had this
tall, blonde friend, linda jones,
who used to catch me staring
she’d make faces at me
or she’d get tara’s attention
and then i’d have two of them on me
mocking me during a spelling or math class
when valentine’s day came
our teacher made us decorate
kleenex boxes in red and pink and white
so that we could set them on our desks
as we all went around the classroom
dumping valentines in each other’s boxes
the teacher gave us cupcakes
and let us open our cards
tara never gave me one
linda did, however
and when i opened hers
it read
“knock, knock.”
“who’s there?”
“seymour.”
“seymour, who?”
“seymour reasons to like you all the time.”
except linda had scratched out “like”
substituting it with the word “hate”
truthfully i was surprised that linda
even cared that much at all
and when i finally looked up
i watched her and tara eating
their cupcakes and sharing each other’s valentines
they looked so innocent
i guess like little girls should
i took another glance at linda’s card
then i put my head down on my desk
wishing i were blind
they looked so innocent
i guess like little girls should
i took another glance at linda’s card
then i put my head down on my desk
wishing i were blind
just shot through the eyes
with a goddamned bow and arrow.
05.21.08
05.21.08
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