collection days
it seems as archaic
as kids carrying newspapers now
but they used to give us
a thick ring full of cardboard paper
cut into perforated tabs
they acted as receipts
when people paid you for their papers
once a week
in summer or after school
i had to walk my paper route
with the ring of cardboard tabs
knocking on people’s doors
to get the post-gazette’s money
in winter
i saw the dark on both ends of the day
i was the great interrupter of dinners
sexy time after long days at work
of infants falling asleep after hours of struggle
the great ruiner of
children’s birthdays and underage parties
i stood at closed doors
listening to hushed voices
hoping that i’d just go away
while the same dogs that barked at me in the morning
got a second chance to go at me in the evening
the people who condescended
to open their doors
looked at me as if they didn’t understand
like their newspaper just arrived
by some voodoo or magic
and not by some fat kid
trudging along in the rain or snow
or the humid damp of summer heat
i delivered to rich people with big houses
but no one ever had the money to pay me
next week, they’d say
and i’d walk away from their homes
my labor given away free for another week
left to explain to my angry dispatcher
why i didn’t have his cash some saturday
promising him
i’d have his money come next monday
like i was some errant tenant
or a goddamned junky begging to a dealer
a feeble man with empty pockets
and a huge-ass gambling debt
who’d let his life fall off the rails
yet again.
04.19.22
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